time is a strangle, a struggle. we pass the days we want to keep, and keep the days we wish would pass.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
naw.

What were you doing at 10:30 last night ?
sleeping.

Are you listening to music right now?
yes.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
i wish summer was longer...but winter's cool too.

What were you doing at 7am this morning?
Getting ready for school,ew.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No!

What mood are you in right now?
sad.

Has anyone got on your nerves lately?
Yes.

What were you doing before filling out this survey?
watching cops.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"no."

What are you excited for?
sleeping late tomorrow. and february.

What piercings do you have?
no.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
yes.

Who's thinking about you right now?
how would i know?

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them?
lol ya.

Do you like to cuddle?
sure.
actually, no.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
um...

Do you think two people can last forever?
yes.

How many texts are in your inbox?
lots!

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
my mum or dad.

How late did you stay up last night?
10.

When was the last time you cried, really hard?
a few weeks ago. ):

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
whoever needs it.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
no!

How is life going for you right now?
eh.

Will you hold hands with the last person you held hands with again?
idk.

What are you currently listening to?
make you smile - +44

Has your father met the boy you currently love?
i love lots of boys lolzzz.

Are you closer with your siblings or cousins?
sibs.

Wear make up & jewelry everyday?
i always wear jewelery, makeup=no.

How many people have you really fell for?
0.

Will you kiss anyone tonight?
i don't think so heh.

How many things do you own from American Eagle?
0.

Think of the last person to text you, who, & do you talk to them daily?
yes.

Last thing to make you smile?
i don't remember.

Last thing you said out loud:
"bye."

Does the person you like, like you too?
um.

How about your life in general?
yes?

Where is your best friends?
that question is grammatically incorrect.
and they're all away.

Next event you'll wear a dress to:
idk.

Do you live with your Mom and Dad?
yeah.

Is there anyone you would throw in front of a bus?
yes.

Why did you last cry?
because.

Can you go a whole day with out eating?
no!

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
i don't know, i'm half-concious. (:

Is there someone in your past you thought you'd never get over, and then did?
i don't think...

Would you ever take back someone after they cheated?
it depends.

I say boys, you say?
boys? haha.

Is there a boy that you would do absolutely anything for?
probably.

Did you ever think you had the Swine flu?
Yes.

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
boys don't kiss my forehead haha weeeiiird.

Are you dating the last person you text message?
no. it's my sister. just stop talking.

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?
sure.yes.

A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You..
say "Yo!"

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
lessay.

If your most recent ex said they hated you, you say?
hei.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
yes.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
shur.

What was the last movie you went to see and with who?
the fourth kind with heaz&crischen (:

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
no.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
yeah.

Miss someone?
yes.

Song playing?
hailie's song - eminem ♥

How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
longer than for school bc i actually have energy.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
asleep.

Did you see the person you like yesterday?
haooooooi

Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
no.

Have you ever been called heartless?
no.

Have you ever liked someone older then you?
no.

What are you doing?
listening to jams

Is someone on your mind right now?
yes.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
wtf.

Is there someone you will never forget?
yes.

Do you want someone back in your life?
i don't think.

What are you planning on doing after this?
who knows.

Do you always answer your phone?
i guess.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yes.very much.

How are you feeling?
sad.

Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
probably.

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
yes.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
no.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
txted.

Ever feel like you're not good enough?
yes.

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
perhaps.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
two.

Have you ever done something you promised yourself you wouldn't?
yes.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
yes.

Do you like getting big hugs?
yes. :'(

Is It easy to make you smile?
i guess.

[Intro - Spoken]
Yo, I can't sing it
I feel like singin'
I wanna fuckin' sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah, I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

[Verse 1 - Sung]
Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

[Verse 2 - Sung]
My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Rapped]
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facin':
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

[Outro - Spoken]
Woo!
I told you I can't sing.
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, 'member when I said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what?
Daddy's here.
And I ain't goin'nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)





^ ^ cutest song ever.

everything you ever wanted - one moment...would you capture it? or just let it slip?"


Sick with flu-like symptoms...very bad indeed. My fever was 102 yesterday, but it has cooled to a healthy 98.6. Still, I have to go to the doctor's. I hate missing school, but 'it's like hey' what are you going to do?

♥

oh please. we can't do everything ourselves.

my cameras dead and i rot like an apple. (:






_________________


"and with my one last gasping breath -
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"


Boring days,
boring nights.
school is strong,
but i'm weak to fight.



........

write, read, swim, think, solve, eat, drink, be grateful.

ineedaweekend

Heyy. I'm done my hw! ohyah! SO homecoming was pretty cool, I guess.

Ok, steal from marrrr: (:

1. Name: Stephanie
2. Nickname(s): Steph, Shtef, Staph, Stephanininini
3. Birthday: Feb 11
4. That makes you: fifteen.
5. Where were you born: USofA, jealous?!
6. Location right now: Bro's room.
7. Shoe size: 3 kids, 5 adult. Haha don't judge.
8. How many piercings?: No
9. Tattoos?: No
10. When you wake up you're: a grumpgrump?
11. When your about to sleep you're: so peaceful.
12. Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
13. Chinese sign: Dog.
14. Righty or Lefty: Rightie.
15. Innie or Outie: Innie.
16. School: taboo!

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: American...haha.
18. Hair colour: Light brown...
19. Eye colour: hazel.
20. Weight: hmmm.
21. Height: 5'2 I think.
22. Braces? :'(
23. Glasses? contacts, fool.

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? No
25. If so, who?: No
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: No
27. Who has a crush on you?: idk
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? No
29. Who was your first kiss: No. Just no.
30. Who was your last: No.
31. Are you a virgin? No. Hahahahahaha, I mean yes!!
32. Ever had a threesome before? wtf
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be? No.
34. Have you ever been in love? No
35. Broken any hearts? Maybe.
36. Got your heart broken? No
37. Ever liked a friend? I like all my friends... (:
38. What happened? No

Section Four: Past Relationships

39. How many relationships have you been in: No
40. How many were serious enough to count: No
41. Who were those serious ones: No
42. Funnest hook-ups: No
43. What made them different: No
44. What happened: No
45. Best boy/girlfriend: No
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: No
47. Ever been kissed: why am i doing this
48. Who do you want back: shut the ef
49. Who do you regret: i love you
50. Why: are you acting like you're someone else

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: The hell song, everytime i look for you, semi charmed life, i'd do anything best songs EVUR!
52. Movie: The island
53. Food: yum
54. Drink: iced tea
55. Store: pacsun, hot topic, kohls, target
56. Television show: survivor, the simpsons
57. Holiday: Christmas
58. Book: my sister's keeper
59. Ice cream: coffee
60. Sweets: fried ice cream or whatever in those mexican places
61. Crisps: bbq
62. Type of music: punkish
63. Artist: PIERREBOUVIER<33
64. Word: be
65. Time of day: NIGHT
66. Dressing: italian
67. Alcoholic drink: ef that
68. Colour(s): yellow
69. Piece of clothing: sneaker
70. Character: marge
71. Smell: my basement? lol
72. Shampoo: herbal essence
73. Soap: softsoap
74. Smiley: (:
75. Board game: candy land
76. Sport: track
77. Number: 11
78. Quote: "i love you"
79. Animal: capybara
80. Actor: leonardo dicaprio
82. Vegetable: ew
83. Fruit: blueberries
84. Place to be: ocean
85. Thing in your room: alll my memories!
86. Gum: bubble
87. Shape: <3!
88. Country: USA!
89. Mall: love
90. Car: mercades
91. Boy's name: cristian, no h (OHYESH)
92. Girl's name: claire
93. Family member: piggy
94. Restaurant: margaritas
95. Movie place: smitty
96. Person to go to the movies with: hez
97. Noise: MUSIC